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mm.. now 10.25am. suppose today should wake up early and start revising for my coming paper.. but then, i am a bit too much because suddenly feel like writing a blog.

actually nothing much to talk about. recently just busy with my exam preparation. everyday besides study still study. haha.. ( or i should say besides sleep still sleep ) lolz. me and my frens are planning to go for trip after my exam.. wow.. cant wait for tat. even though just travel around malacca, but i feel satisfied enough. haha. i think most important is who we travel with than where we travel to. had a blast last year.. hopefully this year too!

about exam, nothing much to talk about.. the 1st paper, did like shyte. 2nd paper did quite well and the yesterday paper, feel a bit disappointed to myself.. suppose can do better than wat i did.. duhh… regret regret!! gonna say goodbye to my distinction dy.. sad case. ~>< well well, Friday is my last paper dy. Yoohoo.. happYy!
i’ve planned for what i am going to do.. SHOPPING~!

next week going to do my hair again.. haha.. thinking of whether want to keep or cut it shorter.. lolz. hope that after restyle my hair i will look more fresh.. all the best for those having exam!! aza-aza fighting.

Duhh..i am sick. This few days didnt really sleep well because of the ASR assignment. somemore got to stay in da library now.. HaaaaAHHhh ChEwwwww.. (snezzing non stop, DAMN)

Guess wat, a pair of couple just sit right in front of me. I feel that the bf is just so lovely. He keep kissing his gf u noe, although they are in da liabary. haha. But the feeling he gave to me not that he really ’sayang’ his gf but then he just so appreciate what his gf did to him. haha. Woww, noe wat, his gf is helping him to do his assignment. hehe. Wat’s a good Gf ar..

haha. i think a boy needs a helpful gf more than a pretty gf.. this is wat in my mind all the time. But, too bad. hahaa.. i seem like dun have any capibility to help my bf.. i wish i could, but i cant… haha. too bad~

recently i’ve met few new friends. they are just so kind to me. when i am down or whatever, they will lend me their hand and rescue me from the darkness. haha. ‘rescue from da darkness’? sound serious.. hehe. jk. i think i am over emphasised it. =P

i had a good burfday celebration with my bunch of friends. hehe. it was a BLAsT~! thanks for everyone’s attendance. mm, i noe there is somebody who complained tat not being invited.. hehe. i noe u guys well, u wont so cruel to angry me rite? yaya.. i noe u guys wont~ ^^

mm, this paragraph is specially dedicated to those fren whom intended to wish me at da last.. omg.. i really dunno is it true.. haha. until now i still dunno who will be da last.. lolz. guess wat this few days i still can receive the ‘belated wishes’ .. i am wonderin they really wan to wish me in the last, or.. not remember my burfday? hehe. damn fun. but well, i am still appreciating tat although it is late.

well, wat i wan to say is.. i do appreciating things that u’ve done to me. dun keep pissing off of me can or not.. i am a good gurl le. hehe. hopefully u noe who u’re.. ^^

In da middle of da night, i dunno what am i doing now.  I dun feel like sleeping, dun feel like watching tv, dun feel like gaming (although i am playing with my fren), dun feel like chatting.. How come i am like losing myself again.. I wonder. I lost this kind of feeling since few months ago.

Suddenly feel to go to titiwangsa ride da ferris wheel so much although i know i will be there very soon. I know there has fireworks during da night about 8.30pm if i am not mistaken. Fireworks, it brings me a memorable moment last year. I wouldnt forget there was someone giving me surprise when i was so down and didnt put any hope during my 20th birthday. I should thank to him because he is da one who will do something for me unexpectedly.

Oh ya, actually after my birthday, there is also someone coming to my life and always bring me go to da puchong hill there watch night view. For me, it is so touching. ^.^ Touching is because there is so romantic and we are just so brave although we always read the rob case in da newspaper. haha. I still remember one day we were accidentally saw fireworks there, i am really superbly happy!! hehe. Wei, next time got chance we must go again k? Suddenly miss there so much.. sob sob. But i know you’re not reading my blog so i must suggest to you when i am free!! Dont always give me empty promise ok..

2007, it sounds good to me. Hehe. I think there will be
something good comes to me after my long miserable year. Well, I have faith on
it although it might not come.

I have planned something for myself this year. 1^st
of all of course is for my studies. No matter how I got to pass all my subjects
for the purpose of don’t postponed my graduation anymore. Mm, but anyway, I know
there are some conditions. Besides put more attention and effort on it, I got
to sacrifice my shopping time, my tv show time or even surfing net time. Sounds
bored. -.-“ but I will try to do It for myself.
If everything goes smoothly, then during end of June I will
follow my parents go to Australia. Wow, I just can’t wait for the day coming. I think I better start saving some
money for my future shopping’s plan. Haha. Well, I wouldn’t forget to go visit
all my girls and boys in Sydney, Melbourne and Adelaide. Wait for me ya. ^.^

Oh ya, yesterday I went to Ipoh with my friends. I feel that we are so lucky because didn’t get lost there. hehe. We went to hot spring, went
to buy salty chicken, went to toilet non stop just because of me (I was fever),
went to drink coffee and makan roti,. Hehe. I don’t know why although I was
sick but then I still so enjoy the whole trip. We were busy gossiping, talking,
and nonsense-ing all the way to Ipoh. I am sorry my dear-s, I know I was so bad but then I am not purposely to spread
my virus out to make you all suffer together with me. ><

Haha, i think i got to praise myself because last night i was all way driving home although i didn’t wear contact lens and fever. In dat moment, i just tell myself i want to reach home safely and take a good rest. hehe. Finally i made it. =P

This coming Wednesday I will go to my best friend’s farewell
gathering. I can imagine on that day we are just cant stop photo capturing and
talking. Oh ya, I think I will see Yen there also right. Hey gal, please don’t always
hide yourself can ar? Lolz. You know we will miss u right? =P

i have met so many new friends recently. they are just so kind to me. Boys and girls, i am so great to know u all. *hugz*

Last weekend I was working in the lowyat plaza as a Samsung mp3
promoter. I know I shouldn’t say foul language here but honestly I am so dulan
with my agent. She didn’t communicate well with everyone including me and the
staff in the shop. We were so blur with everything, she asked me to boost
sales, well I did but then who knows after I put so much effort to convince my
customer to buy my product, there is out of stock. She is the one who asked me
to sell new model of the Samsung mp3 but the people in charge in the shop wants
me to clear her old stock. What’s the dilemma.. There is just so many problems
in communicating. The more the problem comes to me, the more I getting fed up
with my job. Plus, without her information I accidentally gave 2 adapters to my
2 customers and she blames me back. Honestly she didn’t inform me that adapter
is separated with the package, some more she said she wants to deduct the cost
of the adapter. Oh my god, luckily Kenny, Samsung marketing executive is
helping me. He said he will absorb the costs since the adapters are belonging
to him but the condition is I have to pay him dinner. Well, it’s worth because
one adapter cost me RM49.

 Guess what, this is my first time meet a strict dealer or I should say people
who in charge in the shop. She is a girl that will demand better sales than
other shops. Lolz. I should feel lucky because last 2 days my shop has the best
total sales among the rest. Phew~ better still. Anyway, she taught me a lot of
things after I made so many mistakes. She said I am a good promoter but I have
to improve my social skill. Haha. Am I really so poor in socialize? Lolz. Maybe
I should improve more. She taught me the way to communicate with her shop boys or
even customers. No doubt, she is an experienced shopkeeper. I think I can learn
a lot of skills from her in the next 2 coming weekend.

Oh ya, x’mas is coming soon. Opps, too bad this is meaningless for me. What’s
a lonely x’mas? *puke* Can’t celebrate with my girls. They are planning to
celebrating in manshin’s house but too bad that day I am working in the lowyat.
Mm.. a month before today I still thought can celebrate with my beloved but too
bad.. *sniffs* Well, move on move on. Anyway, I am still thinking where should I
going and who should I joining. Haha. Anyone has an idea or wants to bring me
out? Let me know… merry x’mas in advance to you guys.. *wink*

Year 2006, if you are one of my close friends, I think you will know why
I will say 2006 is my miserable year. The bad things seems come to me again and
again.

 I still remember my bag got snatched by a thief; my first failure since
the dawn of my history and I had ended two relationship in this year. For me,
it is so tiredness. For the second relationship, I think it is a bit out of my
expectation. I really thought I have found the one I really need and I think is
same to him too. We are born in a similar family background, that’s why we
think that we can understand each other problem easily. But unfortunately maybe
is my dependant made him felt that I am his burden. He got to worry about me
when he is not with me all the time. He worried about whether I have eaten or
not or even I have things to do at home or not. He always treats me like a
little girl. Actually I want to tell him I can be an independent girl also
actually, but when I am with him, don’t know why I feel that I just want to
lean on him. Dear, actually I know I should become more independent although
you’re with me, but everything also takes time. You said you already hinted me
for quite a few times, but I think I am dumb so I didn’t know. Well, I will
change it for myself but not to other persons as what you have told me. An
independent girl always is welcomed by people. By the way, I am so thankful to
everyone who always lends me their hands when I am so depressed and lost.

About the snatched case, guess what, I didn’t shout at all when he was
trying to grab my bag. I was just so blur. Man shin and cherie also didn’t
realized my bag got snatched until I squat down. They thought he pulled my bag
and made me fell down but in fact it’s not. In that second I just feel like crying
but I didn’t. For me, it is so unbelievable. I had read the news quite a lot of
times but I didn’t know this kind of thing will happen on me. Kenneth was the
one who brought me go to report. Oh ya, thanks Kenneth. Everything in my bag is
gone as in camera, pen drive, purse, mobile phone, car key and etc. Well, as
what man shin had said, I am lucky because besides the 50 bucks , I/c, license
and student ID, there is nothing is belong to me. Even the bag I was holding
that time also I borrowed from my brother’s girl friend. I know you guys will
ask me how about the mobile phone, camera, pen drive or purse, I am thank god
because all of that is given by or belong to other person. They are so kind and
never ask me to return back to them. Wuu wuu.. so touching especially to poh
yuet, she is always so kind to me.

Do you believe in fairy tales? Be honest. Yes, i do believe it. But unfortunately, once reality kick in, every relationship requires ongoing maintainance to keep it working. Atleast, we need to be able to communicate, negotiate, be flexible and giving. Otherwise, it wont last longer.

We need to say sorry and say it whenver you’re in the wrong. So, atleast let your soul mate noe tat you still care about their feeling bcz relationship is about take and give. Recently i realize tat if you have a problem but both of you dun talk about it and end up causing resentment and distance in your relationship. A perfect relationship needs many conditions to maintain as in faithful, caring, supportive and trustworthy.

Love has ups and downs. YEa, for sure you will hav a great times, but there will be hard times too when you argue, dont talk, or even feel insecure or say hurtful things to your partner. But it doesnt mean tat your relationship is not working but instead its make your relationship grow and strengthen. It’s part of maturing process of the relationship….